opening my Heart

In January I met up with an old schoolfriend. It was lovely to be able to reminisce about things, and slowly but surely we started to think about having a relationship. Sounded like a good idea.

Except that he is a fundamentalist Christian.

Not too sure how happily he would have accepted my Buddha statues around the house.

And I could not edit my Self to fit in with his world view.

End of romance.

Then I met another lovely man. Awesome guy. Brilliant catch for the right woman. 

I am not the right woman.

End of that fairy tale ....

And then .....

never in a million years could I have imagined the scenario

and I have a rather vivid imagination!

It was time for me to open my Heart ... and I chose well.

I opened my Heart to another Soul, and the Love that emerged was way beyond anything I have ever experienced.

I am grateful that I allowed my Self the opportunity to trust enough to be vulnerable.

I am grateful for all the Love that I discovered within Me. 

I now know what it feels like to Love. Beyond measure.

I can happily face 2011, knowing that one of my greatest challenges has been met 

I know Me better now.

I have seen Me in a way I had never done before.

and I LOVE it!