new energy

I recently travelled to the other side of the world, and for the first week or so felt that I had no clue where I was. not a disoriented feeling.
just not quite here and not quite there.
I had the chance to see some gemstones and crystals that I am not familiar with, and shared with the lady who was selling them, this feeling of not being quite sure where I am. and predictably got the feedback that I needed to be grounded. and I knew that she was wrong - it was a much more complex or much more simple thing.

I have also been aware of myself going through a process. which often happens when I am not at home, when I am away having a holiday. I often thought it was to do with removing myself from the energies of familiarity, but last night realised that the reason it happens when I am travelling, is because I have very few responsibilities. all the have-to-do things are still at home, and I am away from it all.

I tried to describe the images I have been seeing in my minds eye - and it has been difficult to do so, since I have not experienced anything like it before, and it seems somewhat surreal.

it is as if I am going through a birthing process, unlike anything I have ever experienced. it seemed as if I was emerging from a jellylike substance, a thick yellow gel, and I know that as I emerge, I come out very clean - no residue, nothing from that place is lingering or coming with me - it is as if I am brand new, squeaky clean.

when one peels fruit or vegetables, there always seems to be pieces of fruit on the peel, and pieces of peel on the fruit - with this imagery in my head, there is none of that - this is a very clean and clear process. as if it is a complete separation

and in the new space, there is lightness, easiness, freedom, space to expand more easily. more room to breathe.

there are a few questions running through my mind about it - I have heard talk of shifting - from 3D to 5D and have never resonated with it ...but perhaps this is relevant?

I have also made a decision to leave my job at the end of the year - and if this is symbolic of that decision, then only being partway born (it is as if I am mostly complete with the process - that only my ankles and feet are yet to emerge.) makes some sense - I have decided to leave, and at this point still am entrenched in the job for a few more months.

whatever this is all about will become clear to me at another stage

for now I accept that the new life I am envisioning for myself has to come into being - and this may be how it is evolving ....

all is well, and I am forever Divinely Guarded and Guided ...and I am most appreciative ........

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