being single

there are times that I find it a challenge, being single. I get tired of doing all the driving, all the decision making, all the plans .....

there are times I love it, being single. I get to do all the driving, decide everything, make all the plans ....

the past week, which bracketed my Birthday, has been a roller coaster of emotions. many highs. many lows as I got back into balance ...

Friday night, I ignored my commitment to a course I signed up for ... and followed where my Soul wanted to go

I headed for a beautiful restaurant overlooking the Hout Bay harbour. sun was setting and as it did so, the lights were reflecting off the calm seawater. magical.

a local musician, someone I had wanted to hear for months, was going to sing and entertain with his beautiful music and stunning lyrics....

wow

pure magic - my Soul was dancing with the music  ... the words penetrated my Being...

I introduced myself to him - he has been a facebook friend for some time, and I had kept promising that one day, I would hear him singing .....

delightful man. warm hearted, soft, gentle, kind and tactile - I miss hugs, so when I get them, they are very meaningful! and to have this Soul reach out and hug me within moments of meeting, was very special. his generosity of Spirit is a lesson for me.

If I was not single, this moment may never have happened. Most people need advance warning about going out for the evening. I chose to do it within a heartbeat. being single allowed that level of spontaneity.

I write my script. being single is the script for now. it may last. it may not.

if ever you hear me complaining about being single, remember that I celebrate it far more than regret it ....

I love my space. I love my freedom .. to do what I want, when I want, with whom I want, as long as I want..

and, if that Magical One appears, then I will be just as happy to write the new script ...

for now .. I love being single

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