responsibility!

I tried running away from responsibility.

It has not worked!

How can I run away from what is within me? If I knew, I would do so.

I have no idea. Usually I have many ideas. Right now, the ideas box is empty!

I know it is not empty - I know that I am in a resistant mode right now and I 

do not care how that looks to anyone else.

I know that all is well at all times.

Therefore, I know it is okay for me to melt down, weep and wail and feel

sorry for myself for a short while

I will bounce back. History proves that claim. 

but for now - I am going to wallow in feeling like a victim of circumstance,

despite ALL that I know to the contrary!

damn, I am tired. to the core of me. desperately wishing that things

were different. but they are what they are. and I Am that I Am ....

and soon, very very soon, I will feel strong again!

but for now - can I hand this image over to someone else ...

so that THEY can be left in charge ....?

please?