Hate is Fear based ....

I want to thank Spirit Most High - and my angelic crew for all the Love and support they shower upon me every single day. It is almost breathtaking, how divinely guarded and guided I am
so often I have plans to do things, and they do not turn out the way I envisaged - and yet never do I get it wrong
I listen. I look for every single small sign. I allow even the littlest sign become significant.
Today I read a line that really hit home for me - rather to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you are not ...
and I understood in that moment that I have no idea how to hate any more - I am sure I did plenty of it in my time - mainly hating me and my name and the things I was choosing to do - and yet each thing helped to forge me into the BEing I Am now.
Hatred uses up heaps of energy. How is it that there is so much energy in the Universe that some can choose to squander it in that way. It robs one of joy ...and who wants less joy in their life, I wonder?
Then I have to come back to the start of this - even the hating I did in the past, formed me. I see the value in it now, and therefore cannot sit in judgement of another who wishes to spend the time here on this planet, hating things.
And I wonder, where would we be if we were all operating from a place of Love instead? For sure, that hating thing is based in Fear .......

being single

there are times that I find it a challenge, being single. I get tired of doing all the driving, all the decision making, all the plans .....

there are times I love it, being single. I get to do all the driving, decide everything, make all the plans ....

the past week, which bracketed my Birthday, has been a roller coaster of emotions. many highs. many lows as I got back into balance ...

Friday night, I ignored my commitment to a course I signed up for ... and followed where my Soul wanted to go

I headed for a beautiful restaurant overlooking the Hout Bay harbour. sun was setting and as it did so, the lights were reflecting off the calm seawater. magical.

a local musician, someone I had wanted to hear for months, was going to sing and entertain with his beautiful music and stunning lyrics....

wow

pure magic - my Soul was dancing with the music  ... the words penetrated my Being...

I introduced myself to him - he has been a facebook friend for some time, and I had kept promising that one day, I would hear him singing .....

delightful man. warm hearted, soft, gentle, kind and tactile - I miss hugs, so when I get them, they are very meaningful! and to have this Soul reach out and hug me within moments of meeting, was very special. his generosity of Spirit is a lesson for me.

If I was not single, this moment may never have happened. Most people need advance warning about going out for the evening. I chose to do it within a heartbeat. being single allowed that level of spontaneity.

I write my script. being single is the script for now. it may last. it may not.

if ever you hear me complaining about being single, remember that I celebrate it far more than regret it ....

I love my space. I love my freedom .. to do what I want, when I want, with whom I want, as long as I want..

and, if that Magical One appears, then I will be just as happy to write the new script ...

for now .. I love being single

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sacred space for shifting

I am here to ...

my blog from a few days ago tells the story of my new understanding of my task on this planet.

because I am a contemplative sort of Being, I tend to ruminate ... a lot!

and during a chat with my friend Susie yesterday, I realized that not only do I hold the sacred space for those who are about to transition, but also for those in my midst who are making huge shifts - emotionally, spiritually, mentally. 

slowly but surely, I am beginning to understand Who I Am  ...it is unfolding slowly as I am ready to accept the enormity of it all.

I signed up. I am at peace with that.

I love the unfolding .....

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