I am guilty! I admit to the crime!
I have told the story of what I do not want and what does not work for me, so often now, that it almost became true.
I focused on what I did not want to the point that it almost manifested and in the process, I became Soul-weary!
I concocted a drama and told the story so often that I almost drowned in the telling of it!
No more. and the next time you hear me tell the story of what I do not want, please feel free to hit me over the head with a wet fish.
no ... wait a minute - why should the fish suffer?
ok - just ask me how true my story really is - ask me if it is true or is it me being a drama queen and wallowing in a drama of my own making?
please
so if you hear any of these stories arise - call me on it ...
I am not good enough
I am a victim of .....
I am just ...
I am only....
I cannot...
I should...
I must...
I am not worthy of ....
Others are better than me...
I have no special skills...
I have no special talent ...
call me on it - please ... I beg of you
because for sure as sure can be - I am gonna call YOU on it if you say anything similar!
no place to hide - no more mr nice guy
no more discounting or invalidating.....
not me - not you!
you have been begged ... and you have been warned
I am going to be listening
I am going to be listening for the new story.
the one where we acknowledge who we are ...
I am writing my new story
and I am going to be listening for yours
....
